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Offset Mindset

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In a mindset
Where sleeping is my fear,
Not because of the nightmares,
But because of missing things...
But what? What's there to miss?

In a mindset
Made up of Hell's reality
Even when everything shines
With this luminate perfection,
But it's so thin... Fragile...

In a mindset
With music as my world with
Daydreams threatening to break
As when I reopen my eyes -
It's all gone, disappeared

In a mindset
In which casual words, nonexistent
Refuse to break the seam of mind
And speak to others, but rather
Sit at the tip of my tongue,
Too normal, too right, to be heard


Living with an
Offset
Mindset
Even though "living"
Doesn't feel like
Living,
But only an existence...
Existing
I haven't felt right the past few days... So...
I think I'm just going to sleep now... And keep sleeping... And hopefully wake back up.
(I don't know why, but sometimes I'm literally afraid to fall asleep... Like, I want to sleep but at the same time if I sleep I don't want to wake back up and that idea frightens me... It confuses me, so I can't explain it right).

3.15.14
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GhostOfTheEmptyGrave's avatar
I can sorta relate to that idea. I sometimes feel sleepy but I don't want to wake up and go back to the boring everyday stuff.