Double-Edged

Every ounce of depression
That pulls me into an
Oblivious abyss
Is well-deserved.

Make me suffer for the pain I've caused,
And all the words went wrong
(In & out of context)...

Kill me from the inside out
For killing the loved
Outside-in.


Just forgive me by the end,
For I've saved so many lives
With the kindness within me...

[But I've only learned from being broken -
And being the breaker herself.]