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(Don't) Let Me Die

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LMW-The-Poet

Published: Mar 8, 2015

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I want to slash my skin,
Hang by a noose -
I want to twist my joints,
Feel them break
In my last dance.
I want to shred away
The neurons
Of my brain,
So it will stop.
I want to scar myself
Right on my skin
So people can see
Such real pain
In it's non-glory.
I want to die.
Maybe then
People will know,
& Maybe then
I won't have
To live.

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